Who am I Usually?
Who am I Today?
Who was I before?
I'm 25 going on 26, and after 5 years and a public engagement, my fiance and I broke up. Life fell apart after that, and I caught myself falling hard for a friend of mine. Now, I'm dating my friend Mathew while trying to deal with Adam's repeated attempts to win me back. Don't forget that Kit and Rick have also both expressed an interest in dating me. Some where in all of this, I think I might find myself.
Or not...
Time: 9:51 p.m.
Date: 2003-12-26
Where am I?: At home.
Who's Nearby?: The music.
What am I feeling?:introspective
What do I want?:To live a life without fear.
2004-06-26 - Dread
2004-05-17 - not a good idea
2004-02-23 - Letter to Adam (unsent)
2004-01-29 - China means NOT Canada
2004-01-02 - Homesick
2003-12-26 - 9:51 p.m.
Sometimes I think we have to chose the adult we want to become.
I remember writing about the way I wanted 2003 to go, and all in all, it's been fairly good. I miss Mathew like I would miss breathing. But I wouldn't give up this experience in China for anything.
I've learned to appreciate silence.
